Bless!!:)

What am I thinking of?
I even don't know
Because I feel quite confused, sometimes
I don't know what should I do?
I just hope that I could pass all my courses in this year
After that
I can go back Malaysia in this year
Really hope so!!

Damn miss
Damn miss

I really don't know what should I do?
who can tell me?
I just know
studying is my most significant in my life
I must graduate degree in Australia first
Otherwise
I might be laughed by numerous people in Malaysia
Because I feel afraid
That's why
I don't want to come back Malaysia to study my degree
In addition
My parents told me that studying in Australia is a dream for someone else
Therefore, I have chance to study in oversea
This is my fortune

Definitely
I absolutely agree to my parents
So
I have to realise their wish
Also
I must let my family feel proud of me

Now
This is my obligation only
'STUDY'

I really enjoy my study life in Australia
However
I just want to go back Malaysia
I just want to have same situation when last time I went back Malaysia
Really~~!!!

So
I must pass all my subjects!!!!
PASS ALL!!!!
HIGH DISTINCTION!!!!
GAMBATEH:)
Desmond.

God bless me:)
Bless my life:)
Bless someone:)

上苍保佑

觉得自己太愚笨了~~
因为有些事情是不可能的~~
我却一直想把这些事情变成真！！
愚蠢的果然是自己~~

人性就是贱
越难得到的东西
人就会越珍惜~！！

为什么人就是要这样~~
我真的不可以这样继续下去了~~
人与人之间为什么什么事情都不能坦白讲呢~~
知道自己本身已经等到很辛苦了~~

知道自己也累了~~
知道自己再也没有办法等待答案了~~
好辛苦~~

只希望
上苍可以保佑我可以很快的知道我要的答案

stressful life is called perfect life

I have been feeling exhuasted, recently.
Because I've been struggling in my extremly huge assignments!!!!!
I chose four courses for this semester
that's why
I feel quite occupied with doing courses
Unconciously
University exam is coming in one month
I have been returning back to Australia for 10 weeks since I came back from Malaysia
But
I will probably be back to Malaysia in this year October
Because at that time I will have finished my courses already XD
I can be probably stay in Malaysia for five months

Actually
I wanted to go back to Malaysia in June
Because
My secondary school has held bazaar
Which would be held every six years
This is hin hua high school regulation
I really wish I could go back in June
However
I will probably be staying in Australia with my sister
I really hope so
Perhaps
My sister is here to stay with me
I don't feel quite boring:)
I might find a job in June
I might do my next semester assignments during 3 months vacations

I bless myself to have a good result in exam and have a good vacation in June
Furthermore
you are alright
you are the best one forever
you are the different one in my mind

如果时间可以重来

时间真的不会为了你而等待
时间会一直一直继续的往前走
所以
不要做对不起时间的事情
不要忘记所做过的事情

本身我已经很累了
不管精神上与心灵上
虽然我是最没有资格讲这一种话的人
因为我还没有经历过成功人士的人的辛苦
但是我还是觉得为什么自己比成功人士还要累呢??

我好想回到中学时期的生活
因为
烦恼时
有朋友，家人，甚至一些关系较好的老师
向他们一一倾诉
但是现在
这种感觉已经没有了
果然
做小孩子
什么都简单
什么都不用想

假如有时光机
我好想回到高中时期
因为那时的自己
是最开心
而且时光也过得很快乐

现在好想回到某人的身边
希望可以躺在某人的身上
好好的睡一觉
因为那种感觉
是我一生中觉得是最幸福的事:)

希望过了两个大学学期
就马上回家
因为在外头的生活
有时候的却是不好受
加油吧:)

My life in Australia

I'm writting blog at one o'clock in the midnight in Australia
Today, I felt quite frustrated
Because I couldn't answer any questions to my course coodinator
I felt extremely sorrowful
I was blamming myself
Why I can't be the good one in the class
I feel extremely stressed now
Because I can't step together with my course mates together
I have to introspect myself
Perhaps
I'm not the perfect one
But
I promised myself
I must go back to Malaysia in this year October
I have to rush my courses
Even though thoese courses are tough
I believe myself
I can cope these courses
Desmond, Gambateh ;)

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Two or Three days ago
I talked with my housemate
Who was Angela
I told her all about my secrets
But
We shared our secrets togther
It's a confidential chatting
We have promised mutually
Therefore, she and I have to keep secrets forever
Finally, I have released out my secret
It has been keeping on my mind 5 or 6 years
It's quite long
I feel quite glad about this
I have to say thanks Angela

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I extremely miss my Malaysia life
the life was in January and February
I can't forget those affairs in Malaysia
These have already been my memorable affairs
Certainly
I'll keep these until I go back to Malaysia ;)
See ya my Malaysian Friends :)

Lately feeling

Yeh :)
I'm gonna join University GYM with my housemates
I'm quite happy
Because
I'll not let my Malaysia's friends say I look more fat than before
It's hurt me lol~!!!!
haha
That's why I join the GYM
it's quite cheaper for Uni student
If for public people
Certainly
Will be more expensive

I really hope
really hope
I can have the another face looking
Before I go back to Malaysia XD
This is my expecting for

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I really like to see the constellation
I don't know why
Because after I have looked about that
I'll feel comfortable
Constellation is quite intersting
Because it can read out a personality
Woo..
It's impressive
Haha...

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My sister is coming soon
I don't know what should I do for her?
I just wanna stay with her only
However
We will stay in different houses
Because my house's rooms are full
Unfortunately
she needs to stay at another garden

I told myself
I have to take care about her very carefully
Yup
This is my resposiblity :)

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Finally
I miss someone
Keep missing
Non-stop missing
Can be together
I've no idea
Just wait
wait
wait
and wait
This is my principle
Wait=principle :)

You can do it
Desmond :)

这就是暧昧~~From Facebook....

暧昧是，你会不时去他的BLOG看看有没有更新；而且你会留意字里行间，他对你有没有什么暗示。


暧昧是，有感觉，然而，这种感觉不足以叫你们切切实实地发展一段正式的关系。


暧昧是，明白人生有太多的无奈，现实有太多的限制。你知道没有可能，但又舍不得放手


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暧昧是，你会编一条围巾给他，但大家从没有开始过。


暧昧是，虽然他不是你的情人，但他却会对你说：你对我是十分重要的。


暧昧是，你感冒时有一个会在晚上打电话来，特意提醒你服药，叫你盖好被子早点睡的普通朋友。


暧昧是，当你遇到问题解决不了的时候，你找不到你的男女朋友，你第一个便会想起他。


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暧昧是，每天大家都会聊QQ，会互传手机短讯，无规律地偶然约会。


暧昧是，除了情人节之外，其它的节日，大家都交换礼物。


暧昧是，你很想多走一步，但又怕会吓怕了他。你会很小心流露自己的感情


暧昧是，两个人没有承诺过什么。但虽然如此，你愿意付出的，比有承诺的情侣更多。没有责任，但你却很渴望去承担，不俅 回报。


暧昧是 ,是一扇门，你可以停留在门外，也可以踏进房子里面。然后你不可以停留在门下面。门--永不是终点站。